One litres of tears

Today there is no post on music or anything like that.

These few days have been a roller coaster ride for my family. My cousin was doing her usual check up yesterday. While she was waiting for her turn, her heart stopped beating and she collapsed in the hospital. The doctors and nurses took a total of more than 15 mins to get the oxygen back to her brain. My cousin went into a coma since then. The advice from the doctor is that she must regain her conscious within 24 hrs. If not, there will be further damage to her brain.

The events of this morning had left my mind reeling. we received a call from the hospital saying that her condition is rather critical. Her heart had stopped beating three times. Doctors were trying to revive her back. We were told to rush to the hospital immediately and to prepare for the worst. My heart was beating frantically. I would say, my auntie was the most composed among us. Usually, she would be the most jittery of all. Or at least, my auntie appeared to be the most composed.

I miss my cousin. Very much. I wish all these had been a bad dream. Life is so vulnerable. We are all hanging by a thread. I remembered the love she had for us, her little quirks and idiosyncracies...the way she made us laugh... the way she made me feel...


Here's her blog. I've never visited her blog until today. A dam seemed to burst inside me when i read the section about our Beijing trip. I couln't hold back any longer.

http://www.monz-lifejourney.blogspot.com/

There is nothing else that I can do. All we can do is to pray for a miracle to happen.